<p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr">In a special episode of "ABtalks" with Anas Bukhash, Turkish star Handa Archil appeared with her human side, away from the spotlight, to share with her audience her personal experiences with fame, loss, love, and cyberbullying, in a profound and inspiring session. </p><figure class="image"><img style="aspect-ratio:1080/1920;" src="https://cdn.sbisiali.com/news/images/e0a4045a-bb51-439d-808c-2116308679de.jfif" ></figure><h3 style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> <span style="color:hsl(187, 48%, 51%);">Searching for self amidst the spotlight</span></h3><p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> Handa spoke about the price she has paid for fame, noting that she is going through a phase of self-rediscovery. She said frankly, "I knew who I was, but today I am trying to get to know myself again."<br> She added that life under constant microscope makes people gradually lose their boundaries, emphasizing that people's gazes and judgments can overshadow an artist's identity.</p><p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> In moving words, Archil recalled the painful moments of loss after her mother's death, saying: "My mother's voice is still in my ears... it has never left me."<br> She pointed out that some of the criticism directed at her at the time was harsh and inhumane, as if some people were exploiting her grief to belittle her. </p><figure class="image"><img style="aspect-ratio:1440/1801;" src="https://static.hiamag.com/inline-images/%D9%87%D8%A7%D9%86%D8%AF%D8%A7%20%D8%A3%D8%B1%D8%AA%D8%B4%D9%8A%D9%84%20Hande%20Erc%CC%A7el%20%D8%B6%D9%8A%D9%81%D8%A9%20%D8%A8%D8%B1%D9%86%D8%A7%D9%85%D8%AC%20Abtalks%20%D9%85%D8%B9%20%D8%A7%D9%84%D8%A5%D8%B9%D9%84%D8%A7%D9%85%D9%8A%20%D8%A7%D9%84%D8%A5%D9%85%D8%A7%D8%B1%D8%A7%D8%AA%D9%8A%20%D8%A3%D9%86%D8%B3%20%D8%A8%D9%88%D8%AE%D8%B4.jpg" alt="" ></figure><h3 style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> <span style="color:hsl(187, 48%, 51%);">Mafi: From Pain to Hope</span></h3><p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> Hande spoke about her niece, Mavi, who had suffered a serious health problem, describing her as a ray of hope in their lives: "She came into our lives as a hope, and then we faced a shock. But today she is full of life and laughter."</p><p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> She stressed that the recent negative test results were a "gift from God," noting that the family is deeply grateful. </p><figure class="image"><img style="aspect-ratio:1440/1800;" src="https://cdn.sbisiali.com/news/images/99ee8781-73ed-4d36-a291-cd6fff411145.jfif" ></figure><h3 style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> <span style="color:hsl(187, 48%, 51%);">Hande Erçel talks about love</span></h3><p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> On the emotional side, Hande spoke confidently and calmly about her relationship with businessman Hakan Sabancı, saying, "I feel safe. There is true love between us, and that's all I need."<br> To show emotional maturity and a desire to maintain a stable relationship away from the hustle and bustle of fame.</p><p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> Although her beauty has always been the focus of media attention, Handa expressed her frustration at being reduced to her outward appearance: "Yes, I always hear, 'You're beautiful...' But beauty doesn't bring success. Success is getting closer to your dreams."</p><p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> She stressed that she does not want to be seen only as a pretty face, but as a person who strives, works and develops. </p><figure class="image"><img style="aspect-ratio:1440/1800;" src="https://cdn.sbisiali.com/news/images/abee2b94-da1d-4eeb-ab7e-2f8e75d9a6c0.jfif" ></figure><h3 style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> <span style="color:hsl(187, 48%, 51%);">Hande Erçel reveals a painful experience with bullying</span></h3><p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> Archil revealed the negative experiences she faced in her early years, particularly with cyberbullying, explaining how much it affected her psychological state: "I was 20, and everything about me was under attack... and I couldn't forgive easily."<br> She talked about the suffering caused by that kind of harsh criticism at a time when she was still searching for her self-confidence.</p><p style=";text-align:left;direction:ltr"> Handa ended the interview with a sincere message that carried a mixture of exhaustion and determination, saying: “I am tired... but I am ready to open new doors.”<br> Words that reflect the internal challenges you are going through, but at the same time express a strong will to continue and rise. </p><figure class="image"><img style="aspect-ratio:1440/1800;" src="https://cdn.sbisiali.com/news/images/256d1dd5-2d36-4772-af5a-add580edda88.jfif" ></figure>